September 18th, 2017
I’ve found myself in an unusual purgatory between what I want to be doing, and doing something I don’t want to be doing, but need to do in order to facilitate doing what I want to be doing. But it isn’t all bad. In fact, aside from the long weeks handling other people’s business, it’s exposure to another aspect of the kinds of work I’ll be doing for myself, when it’s all said and done.
The downside is that I have to postpone my projected goals by a month or two, and in the interim, squeeze most of my free time into some moonshine cocktail of motivation to keep chipping away at the whole thing – finishing commissions, and building an identity – not to mention my passion projects in the form of the written word. I’m just expressing… That’s all. There’s no fishing for sympathy, here. It’s just me and my fingers tapping away at a keyboard, throwing mind at a formerly empty text field, and hitting send… Go get ’em, Me, and don’t forget to cherish this time you wish, so eagerly, to pass.